Part of my two zero one two's. ♥

Before 2012 come to an end, I would like to thank all of my lovely people that came into my life & never left. Throughout those days we had spent our days together, I might be a little stubborn,childish & princess attitude etc but you guys still love me for who I am. You're the ones that bought colours into my life, guiding me throughout, and never leave me alone when I'm really needed someone. Y'all will forever be part of me, my life & my memories. ♥

This girl, my CQY. ♥ Who has the same chinese surname as me. We know each other since primary school, during that time we don't seem to like each other. But now, what are we? Best friend for life. We share everything we had. We gossip, we cried, we laugh, we get angry with each another & most importantly we love. We love each other for who we are, we accept every flaws that the other party had. We support each another when one collapsed. We love to share our secrets around, trust is more than you can imagine. We don't feel uncomfortable when both of us came to a silence. I'm going to love you for life. Don't ever thought of leaving me aside, because I'm cling to you & you won't be able to shake me off. All the best in your next education stage. I love you babygirl. xoxo. ♥

Another bff of mine. My fel. ♥ An awesome friend who has been with me for 4 years. Although we might drift a little sometimes but after some time we got back together. We seldom have fights cause we understand and trust each other fully. We had silly fights for example; shooting each another like machine guns till the other party had nothing to say. Ain't we cute? We no need to text everyday to keep our distance close. Our distance is unseen, cause you won't know how close we are till we're one of us. But too bad, it's tough for you to do that. Our conversation for a day is unable to complete within that day.  Let's keep our long lasting friendship ongoing okay? I love you my girlfriend. xoxo.♥

My beloved clique. ♥ We had came this far despite having countless of problems. We're still as one although some had decided to leave. We had our hard times together when we're dealing with our N's. In a few days time, we might be feeling different without some of you guys. I'm happy for you guys who get to enter polytechnic. But I'm so going to miss you guys. :( PLEASE DO NOT FORGET US WHEN YOU MET NEW FRIENDS IN POLY. Indeed, we must meetup to have our bonding session, am I right? No matter where we go, we'll be a clique forever okayyyyyyyy? Huixin, huishan, peizhen, zuqi, wenyi, nicole, fel & me shall stick together like superglue till the end. I love y'all. xoxo. ♥

31st - 2012 ♥

My dearest planned to bring me out as I wanted to at least spent my 31st with him. He told me to meet him at Pending Lrt @ 8 in the morning. I woke up at 6 in the morning, yawns. I slept for 3 hour plus only. Dear told me if he is unable to wake up on time on his own, he ask me to spam call him or just go up to look for him. But luckily, he manage to pick up my first call. I'm kinda shocked and happy as he slept for about 4 hours only. When he came to fetch me, he is in simple dressing that gave me another impression of himself. After arriving at his house, his dog came to welcome me. Isn't it cute? ;) His dog name POPO. ♥ He doesn't bark at me, he can just rest soundly on baby's bed. QTPIE. Once we reach his room, baby immediately jump on his bed for sleep. He took of his cap and spec and off to his bed. I really can't explain how adorable my boy is. He is such a  boss, ask me to help him massage but luckily my skill are still not bad. So didn't let baby down & he gave me a praising. Well, something happen in between but it was quite okay after that. Around 11 plus, baby need to get ready to go Orchard, he went to bathe and change into his handsome outfit. -winkwink- I just love the way he dress himself. I'm too in love with him la~ ♥.♥ There's still some time before we really have to go, so he sleep on my lap and I'm able to see his sleeping face. ♥ Something cute happen. Awww. His hugs is the best, making me feel loved & secure. When we reached Orchard, we went to have our brunch. Pepper lunch! On our first meeting, we ate that too. x.x I shall shorten it. We met his colleagues and he introduce me to them, how sweet. We had fish & co for dinner & we laugh like nobody's business. Me and my boy took pic on that day too, our very first photo. I will put the photo as my phone wallpaper & I won't remove it. Boyfriend have drinking session later on but he can't bear to leave me alone @ 313 so he accompany me till my friends arrive for the countdown afterwards. Even though, I can't countdown with my baby. But it's okay, as long as we're together, loving each another.

** Boyfriend, I want to let you know that you're the best that I ever had. Maybe compare your ex with me, I'm still not that good. But I'm willing to change. For you. It has been hard for you to get out of the misery you had. But I promise that you won't having that as long as you're with me. I'll try to be an understanding girlfriend that gave you all the support that you need. I'll give you all of my love, my dear. Forget about the pain that you had in the past & start to taste the sweetness of the present. I would want to have one month, two month, three month, .... one year, two years ..... till the eternity with you. I cannot say that I can be your best girlfriend, but I'll give what I can. Will you want continue to have this cute relationship with me? Hold my hand so I can feel your temperature. Tie your heart to mine so I know you love me. I wanna last this relationship with you. My 12th's. I love you my dear. xoxo. ♥

So near yet so far.

Day #3. I thought that I might not be receiving any text from you. But surprisingly, you sent me a text & I'm like so damn happy. Even though, it's just a short & simple message, it just made my day. Is it god that grant me the wish or what? Miracle? Well, I don't know. Our sms conversation is like two normal party. We are once so close, now totally different from the way we used to be. So near yet so far. But at least things are getting a bit better for me.

** 12th, No matter how tough the route is, you'll be seeing me beside you wherever you go. You'll be seeing  me on your brightest side as well as the darkest side. I'll be your shadow when you're in the brightest side and your light in the darkest side. Often, people had to let go things that they want it the most. But for me, I going to hold you tight till you tell me to let go. I'm not going let go.

I can't erase the thoughts of you.

It's Day 2. I can't erase the thoughts of you. I. MISS. YOU. DAMN. BADLY. I will think of you when I saw someone that look like you & someone that uses the same perfume as you. Things isn't really getting better but at least I got to know that you ate the cookies that I had made & get to hear your voice after hours. Come back to me baby, oh baby come back. Life without you just sucks. Time passing slowly like a tortoise, my mood isn't really that good after all. I was very happy to hear that you really want to continue. But after some texts, you went missing again. Well, time is the key now. All you need is time, I know & I'll give. Falling in love is easy but moving on is the toughest part.

If one day you fall, I'll be the one catching.
Because you're the rare one.

** 12th, it's had been tough for you. I'll be standing in your shoes and spare a thought for you. If we meant to be together, we'll be. Even if we went one whole round of the globe, we'll be back as one. Our love story is written by god. So god, let bring both of our hearts together. My dear, I love you. :')

Smiling on the outside, crying in the inside.

Many things had been happening & I don't know how to handle it. I feel very useless for can't keeping you by my side. I'm lost without you guiding me. Life without you is unbearable. A day without your texts is like the end of the world. Keeping me busying is the only temporary way for me to stop thinking. Negative thoughts had been going round and round. My heart is broken into pieces, you're the only one that can fix it. Please don't walk into my life and walk away. Be the one saying, " Hey girl, be my one and only, be my last. " All these while, thanks for everything. :') Treating me like a princess who can rely on you, a kid who can be silly with you, a partner that you love dearly, a girlfriend who you can give all your love to & pampered her like no one does. Be my reason for loving you baby.


** My dearest 12th, I'll wait for you. You're the one I chosen myself and it's fate that bought us together. You worth my love & everything. I love you.

A day with friends is a well-spent day.

What a nice day to start with shopping at Giant in Junction 10. Me & Shan was the earliest among all, so we did some shopping for the steamboat first before the rest came to join us. We didn't know need to buy how much in order to have enough food for everyone, so we just make a rough guess. OOPS. :x One came after another from 2 people to 7 people! After we are done with our shopping, we done an EPIC stuff ; boarding the wrong lift. 7 of them went over to my house to get those steamboat things done while waiting for 3 little princesses to come. Upon their arrivals, it's time to get ready for our long lost block catching. It has been 2 years since we played that & our heart almost can't take it. After a little run, we are like half dead. Next, we had our 'Truth or Dare' session. Nothing much though but it's somehow a resting period for we to bond together. Soon, it's getting dark. We prepared everything for the steamboat and the stupid bbq thingy is just not working. But our dearest Huixin saved the day and the bbq is heating up! ^_~ We had a lot of delicious food that made our stomach grow bigger :x But still, we're unable to get all the things eaten up.. With our cooperation, we get to clear our things up very quickly. :D This day ended beautifully with a full-stop. ^___^

OOPS! FLASH! x.x

Steamboat with my girls. ♥

Tada, Our family photo. (;

** To my lovely friends, I enjoyed myself throughout today. Even though it's a bit messy and tiring, but I bet that you guys enjoyed too right? Thanks for the awesome one day out with my clique as well as friends. ♥ Those tiredness are all worth it. Indeed, A day with friends is a well-spent day. I LURB YOU ALL. ♥

World Of Ice. ♥

IT'S OUR BONDING TIME! ♥ It has been long since we had an outing together. This time, we join both 3F & 3G! We went to Ice World in Jcube for Ice skate. Most of my classmates had their very first time there, so they attempted to take their first step out and into the Ice Rink. In the beginning, they are afraid to move in the rink, or even refused to let go of the sides. Therefore, we helped each other along and guide them. ^___^ At the end, everyone are able to skate on their own without any help, even though they are not very good in it as it was their first try. Throughout this skating period, most of them fall. T_T -Heartpain- But No pain, no gain right? But they are able to overcome everything. (;

** We talk, to keep our conversation going and making our bonding stronger and stronger. We fall, to be able to pick ourselves up even though we are at our downs. ♥  We help each other throughout by holding on to each other's hands. HAND IN HAND ♥

After Skating, we went to had our early dinner and get ourselves a KOI. By the time we get our drink, it's already 6:30 and our movie start at 7! We need to rush back from Jurong to CCK so we rushed there but Fel & I are unable to board the train. Thus, we board the next train while they went to get the tickets first. :) But just nice when it's time for them to get the tickets, we reached! ^_~ We managed to get the tickets for SINISTER! ♥ This movie got me scream dude, a lot of pop out scenes and good sound effect huh! I LIKE. HAHA! I think we should have more of these outings so we can hang out more often. :D

** Overall, today is AWESOME! I love my schoolmates. Thanks for making today a beautiful one. ♥

The grace of the moon.

 Full moon once again. I was hoping to see The Moon Goddness Of Chang'e with her rabbit, but saddening to say I didn't. I spent this lovely night with my bestie. Enjoying myself with her under the big, round & bright moon. We played with lanterns, candles as well as fire crackers! We took pictures of  us with lanterns, making candles into ♥ shape & flower shape. After the candles had melted, we tried dipping our finger into the hot wax. We can't feel the hotness & pain at first. But as seconds past, it's getting hotter and hotter that cause your finger to feel the pain. OUCH isn't it? But it was a cool experiment though, watching the watery wax solidified on your finger. After all those fun, it's time for fire crackers! :D We lighted those crackers and it  sparks, how beautiful..


Here are some happy moments of US.. ♥

Candles burning out.

My babygirl. ♥

Lovely ♥ shape candles.

It's Lantern Time! (;

Beautiful night out. 

Smoke in the air. Sparks on the stick.

Flower-shape candles.

A girl that can't live without. ♥

** I got myself a BFF. A someone who know what I think even though I didn't speak out my mind. A someone who will stay by my side even if everyone has left. A someone who gave me the warmest hug when I needed someone there, giving me secure that no matter what she will be there. A someone who I got endless topics to talk to & endless friendship that I want to be with. We came to a point whereby we can just sit down quietly, without feeling awkward. This is US. A two alphabets that can't be separate in order to form the word 'US' ♥

생일축하합니다. ♥

♥ This date, 24 Sept 2012 is one of my guy friend's big day. Our dearest Zuqi, the overall planner, organised a pizza birthday for him. She went to buy Canadian Pizza at Limbang and bought it over to school. Ain't she awesome? xD The outcome isn't what we expected as this birthday boy (In Red) didn't burst into tears after we surprised him. But the surprise was a sucessful one! He was kinda stunned when the pizza cake is bought towards him while singing happy birthday song. But it was saddening that I wasn't able to make a birthday card for him :( Forgive me yeah?

**생일축하합니다 (saengil chukha hamnida) means Happy Birthday in Korean. (; SO HAPPY BIRTHDAY HENSLEY! Hope you do enjoy yourself today alright? ^___^ Seeing this picture, it reminds me of the past times we had together. Memories flashing back. Years past like that, it had been 4 years together. Hope we remember each other even though we went different paths after secondary school life. I'll remember you guys. ♥

Noble dad.

Happy birthday to my dearest daddy. ♥

It's kinda sad that I couldn't find a picture of my dad & I, so I decided to post this picture of my handsome daddy and my sweet family. ♥ It's had been long since I took a picture with my dad. :( I guess I should take more photos of us. 

**This guy, who had been there since the day I'm born, till now. It has been 16 years. A man who supports the whole family, a big family consist of his wife, 4 children, his mum & last but not least our maid. He might not be a perfect one, but to me, he is. A someone who never left. A someone who love us no matter what. A someone who love us for who we are. Dad, I love you. ♥

♥  11:59 Dad, HAPPPY BIRTHDAY! This little cake is for you. Hope what you wished for come true alright? After today, you are older by one. I'll accompany till you're old and till your hair went white. I might not be the first one to wish you but I'll be the last. Once again, Happy Birthday Dad. 我爱你! ♥ 

Precious Moments. ♥

A special gift from special someone. ♥
Thanks for all these while, pushing me towards my studies, giving me all your support, accompanying me throughout my tears and pain. A good listener that listening to all my troubles and craps. Always being there for me when I need or no need someone. A mind reader, a someone who can know what I'm thinking without me saying. Trying your best to make my beautiful smile back on my face. Giving me unexpected surprises like this little doll. Saving money just to buy it for me. Once again, thank you for what you had done for me. :') ♥

Demoralized.

As times passes, N level is getting nearer. Everyone of us are like muggers, studying all day long. Even though some major subjects are over, but more is coming up in the next month. First part of the N level had come to an end, most of us are disappointed after our papers. Many unexpected & surprises. Questions are twisted around till we are unable to answer it. Comparing our answers with our peers and found out that our answers might be wrong after they explained to me. I'm feeling disheartened that I might not be able to score well due to loss of marks. Pinning high hopes on those subjects and yet hopes were being crashed down.
                                                                 
** Feeling down and hopeless. What is done, cannot be undone. Why not just build up your confidence once again to score even better for your upcoming examinations? There's no free meals. You can't be waiting for the god to drop a N level certificate that passed with flying colours. Efforts that you put in, it pays off. Rather than giving up at this point of life where you can actually do something about it. Don't give up, keep walking on your way to succeed. Come on, you can do it. :D

                                                                 

LOVE. ♥

What is the definition of love? 

Different people, different definition of love. Some people might think love is a feeling that can't be explained with words. Some might think love is an emotion. Some might think love is about care and concern. There's a lot of meanings for the word 'Love'. There's love between friendship, family as well as relationship. The most common is relationship. People tend to fall in love and went into an relationship. Throughout many challenges, some of them failed to, while some of them managed to overcome. Regardless of failed or passed, there's love in between. Love can be as simple as ABC, or it can be as complicated as a maze.

Ways of expressing love.

Some people intend to buy gifts for their love ones while some of the people make handmade cards to show their love towards them. Some people will have late night conversations and texts all day long while some people will do whatever they could do as long as the other party is happy. As there's a saying goes, action speaks louder than words. No matter how much I love you can't compare with the actions that you prove that you love him/her. To me, just a simple relationship will do. Having our heart together as one, holding our hands together till we're old. :')

Special day each year.

    

** To my dearest sister,
               
                   Happy birthday my dear girl! ♥ Even though we do fight & quarrel, but we still got back in the end. Maybe a few days of cold wars. :/  I don't often say I love you but in my heart, I love you dearly. Many times, we don't get to talk much but our bond are still there. Hope that you enjoy your day with us today. All the best in your everything sis. I lurb you. xoxo ♥

02092012, This is my sister 15th birthday. We went to East Coast Park with my family and her friends. :) Had a lot of fun throughout. ^^ Eating taohuey at the back of the lorry which is like damn EPIC, afraid that the taohuey will fall off from his hands and spill it. Screaming loudly as if they're a bunch of crazy. Taking pictures of the tourist attraction as if they never seen it in Singapore before. xD Pushing each other down into the water. Playing games like catching and holding our breathe under the water, seeing who can hold their breathe for the longest. There is fun as well as pain. We got our sunburn even we had put sunblock, we hurt our legs by stepping on stones in the sea. But still, it's a great day. :)




Some of today's lovely photos..  ♥

My favourite one.  ♥

My family & I.  ♥

Does that tall guy look like my elder brother? Mummy said so. Hehe.

♥ This is the little gift that I bought for her. It's not really that expensive but I used my heart to choose this present. Knowing that she loves cute stuffs, so ended up choosing this qtpie with a heart. To me, presents doesn't need to be expensive to prove how much you mean to them. It's the heart and efforts that counts.

Forever as one. ♥

All teacher's big day. A time where ex-students like me went back to my primary school to visit our dear teachers and our fellow ex-classmates. I really miss those times in primary school. Having so much fun and laughter. It's also a time for us to get back together as one, one big family huh! ^_~

 ♥ No matter where we go, who we are, where we come from. WE'RE FOREVER 6.3 ♥

What a tired day. But a day with friends is a well-spent day.   Somemore is with my lovely BFFs. We had loads of fun and laughter.  Posing gangnam styles, climbing the pyramid, swinging that stupid bar. Those are memories, irreplaceable ones. I will keep them in my mind & heart. 310812 ♥

**Hey, my pretty ladies! Here's a little message for you guys. Thank for today, making this normal day into a special and memorable one. I hope we can be forever best friends alright? Let's go in one way road, not two ways of course! All the best in your upcoming exams! ^____^  iloveyou! xoxo~ ♥




This picture of us, might not be the best one or nicest one. But it's all about the times we spent together. A picture speaks a thousand words. What I can describe about this picture is ENDLESS FRIENDSHIP. What you see now, can be a unglam picture. But to me, it's a precious one. You never know how much we had been through, those ups and downs and still remain as one. ♥

Turning point.

Today is the day of getting my O level Chinese results. Waiting for result is a torture, sitting down there and can't do anything but to only WAIT. Be it is a good or bad result, I'm prepared for it. Getting more and more nervous after seeing the Express students get their results. Some of them burst into tears after seeing their disappointed results and some of them jump for joy as they passed with flying colours. When it was my turn, teacher told me that I got a B3 for my Chinese. A feeling that I can't describe, I don't know if I should feel happy or upset about it. Throughout the whole NA (O) students, there's only 3 getting As. Perhaps, I didn't concentrate much during examination. But I'm proud to say that the whole NA (O) students did very well as we are the first batch to take O level Chinese. :)

This is the point where I fall, I'm going pick myself up and walk towards the success journey. Be it I'm at my down, I'm going to overcome every single obstacles. What on earth can't be done? There's a will, there's a way. This is what I believe in. Believe and achieve. I don't believe that with my 'Never Say Die' spirit, I can't get what I want. So just wait and see, A1 I'm coming to get you!

HAPPY 47th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! ♥

Today is Singapore's 47th birthday! :) I ♥ SG! This year, I didn't get to see the fireworks. T_T Saddening. But instead of that, I went to catch "Greedy Ghost" with my family and some of my sis friends. I thought it was scary though cause it was PG13. But I was laughing throughout, not even a part that give me a fright. It was a great day I suppose.

Last but not least, I want to sing birthday song for my dearest Singapore.

Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to Singapore,
Happy birthday to you~ ♥

Singapore might be a small country, but it had past through many ups and downs, still standing tall and strong. One people, one nation, one Singapore. I love you~ ♥