Big day of mine.

110313. ♥ My 17th birthday celebration. ^___^ I'm getting older by one more year. It's kinda sad though. :( But ya, everyone will get old, so who cares. -winkwink- The day seem to be a very normal day even though my clique and friends knew about my birthday. Till the end of school, still no celebration. It's really sad. At that moment, I really thought that no one is going to celebration my 17th birthday. T_T Suddenly, a pizza cake came and given me a huge surprise. My beloved friends sang birthday song and watched me tear. EMOTIONAL ME. ARGH. Forever making me cry one sia them. But it's really so sweet of them. Zuqi and nicole still came to school just to celebrate with me. Awww. But is sad that my Peizhen is unable to attend. :(

** To my beloved friends and my lovely clique, you all know that I love you okay! I really appreciate for what you guys had done for me. All those memorable times, I will keep deeply in my heart alright! ♥ I love you guys! xoxo. ♥

With loveliessss. ♥

Pizza cake. :D ♥

Birthday surprise from baby. ♥ Baby plan this birthday surprise with Ahbe. He lied to me that he got extra lesson yet appearing outside my house, saying that his lesson is somehow cancelled. Okay, I believed. I went closed my house door & he open that door when I didn't notice so that Ahbe can come in without me knowing. Baby is like a qtpie, you know what he do? He accidentally send me a message that is meant to send to Ahbe, saying ' Okay, can come in.' HAHAHAHA! EPIC BABY. I was like, what did you send me a text? My boy refused to say & I tried asking him to give me his phone. Yet, he went out pulling my door, doesn't allow me to open the door. When he let go, Ahbe is holding on to the cake. Awww, sweet. Luckily I didn't cry. :P Both of them sang the birthday song. And baby even feed me with cakeeeeeee. I feel so blessed. :-D ♥

** Baby, thanks for making my day. Skipping your gym session just to celebrate my big day. :) My noob boyfriend doesn't know how to be romantic, need teach him already. Hehe. But I still love who he is. ♥ Baby, I love you. I am who I am because of you. You're the reason why I smile. No matter what happens to us in the future., everyday we're together is the greatest day of my life. I'll always be yours. ♥

Baby's cake. ♥

After a long day, I still got one more celebration haven't celebrate. Which is with my lovely family. ♥ Therefore, I waited for parents to be back home so that I'm able to cut the cake that my sister bought for me. How sweet. I waited & waited on my bed and I fell asleep..... Zzzz... Suddenly, someone wake me up and my family sang birthday song. After birthday song, I asked my little brother to blow off the candles. Hehe.

Sister bought de cakeeeeee. ♥

** To my family, I love y'all. You're the ones that has been always there for me & support me throughout. Without you. there's no me. Wo ai ni~ ♥

If there's no tr(us)t. There's no (us). ♥

090312. ♥ An advance birthday celebration for me. We had a simple outing and hang out with my lovely girl & her bf. Couple date siol. (; Baby is kinda shy that he hardly talk throughout the outing. Hopefully he doesn't feel left out. :( We did some camwhore while waiting for my girl. *say cheese!* When she told me that she reached lot one, we quickly rush to get train. But baby is sweet, holding me and hugging me in train. -winkwink- ♥ In the end, we kept them waiting. We had our dinner together and I'm like a crazy girl laughing throughout. :/ The night came & it's time to say goodbye. The unbearable part was to leave and our heart will forever stay as one.

Card that baby make for my birthday. Isn't that cute. ♥

Picture time! ♥

Look alike huh! 

My favorite pic. among all. He is smiling like a qtpie. ♥

With love. ♥

** 23th,soon it will be our 1st monthsary. I'm looking forward to it. ♥ I don't want just one month, two month but a lot more. I love you for all that you're, all that you have been & all that you're yet to be. I love you my boy. ♥ xoxo.

Baby, you light up my world like nobody else.

02032012. Officially first date with my babyboy. ♥ How dare he late on our very first date. xD Well, it doesn't matter as long as he doesn't make me wait for nothing. Hehe. We're off to town to catch 9-9-81 at Cineleisure. Took 190 bus to town and get ourselves seats after a short while, due to the freaking hot weather, my baby is perspiring. We got down at Far East Plaza and went in to walk around to enjoy the air-con. How cute are we? ^__^ After that, we went to get our KOI. Plum green tea and caramel milk tea. We walk fast fast to Cineleisure as it's going to rain. My boy is really cute, he used his nose to smell the rain to feel if the rain is coming. Awww. Don't want to talk so much here about the process. HAHA. Camwhore & Movie time! My baby go zilian himself and even ask me to zilian with his phone :P Luckily the one and only pic that he keep in his phone is a cute one. BHB ME. And before the movie, we walked two round yet still can't find the restroom. HAHA LMAO. During the movie, I keep jump and grab baby's hand real hard. So paisehhhhhhh. The movie to baby is no kick, no effect at all! Only make him laugh. End up is a horror plus funny movie. Can you imagine we walked for more than half and hour to find food to eat? What heart pain me isn't the time nor the distance we walked. But my baby's leg. His shoes make his toes bleed. :'( </3
He still bear with the pain he had and walk with me. After our dinner, we took bus home. Even we had to stand in a little distance, he still hold my hand. ♥ How sweet right? Regardless of the pain of his leg, he still sent me home. :')

9-9-81 with baby.

Camwhoring take place before movie.. ♥

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23th, even though our love story had just started not long. But I really appreciate the little little things that meant much to me. I love the way you hold my hand and hold it whenever WE go. No matter is on streets, on bus or in cinema, he will hold my hand. ♥ Don't ever think of letting go okay? Cause I will be holding on to your hand & never let go. Stay by me, cause I need you. I love you my dear. xoxo. ♥

Him. ♥

I found someone who is by my side when I'm at my toughest part of my life. I can still remember a sentence that he said to me, " How can I leave you when you need someone most? " Those little things that he done to people out there doesn't seem much, but to me it's already a lot. He is by my side when I need him most. Never once leave. He even accompanied me to temple due to that problem. The problem I'm facing now isn't just me but us. He gave me the biggest support and love me for who I am. Although he is quite irritating by looking at girls when I'm around, but I know he isn't serious about that. He is just trying to make me jealous :P Nevermind, I can look at guys too! But too bad, my eyes have him only. My eyes is on you, my only and only. A boyfriend that bring you out to his friends and doesn't bother how you look. A boyfriend that text you everyday and night. A boyfriend that stay up to text you even though he is tired after a long day. A boyfriend that love you for who I am. A boyfriend that hold your hand almost everywhere you go. A boyfriend that can meet you twice a day, before and after his gym. How sweet. ♥


**Baby, I'm glad that I found you. Let me hold your hand till eternity alright? I love you xoxo. ♥

S(he's) Br(ok)en.

Sometimes, I do wonder why do I still care when you don't even don't even give a damn about me. Have you ever read our old conversations after our breakup? Have you ever cried for me when you are alone thinking about me?  Do you still stalk me like used to? Have you ever think of coming back to my side? Do you miss me like how I miss you? Have you ever think of giving me a second chance to love you one more? What if both of us give each of us another chance? Will the outcome be the same? All these questions pop out of my mind when I'm alone. I don't need a lot of guys around me but just you my one and only. You're the first that I think of once I wake and the last one before I sleep. I admit that I'm not perfect. Either you. No one is. Two incomplete heart make a complete one. I wished that I could stop caring instead of getting myself hurt a little more each day. Days passes by and stop for no one. Time is precious, you told me. Stop wasting time on someone that is not worth it. Head up, stay strong & move on.

** Jinfeng, you need to stop trying, he is happy without you.

To couples, 14 February is Valentine Day. But to me, it's just a Thursday.

I'm back! I'm here to wish all the couples out here a Happy Valentine Day! (; To those who are singles, hope that you will be able to spend your Valentine next year with your love one. Awww. As for me, this year Valentine Day is nothing, it'd just a thursday for me. I got no valentine this year, as I'm still waiting for that special someone. ^_^ Seeing couples everywhere I go, holding hands & cuddling.Well, I miss that. Ladies holding roses on that special date. I have none. P a t h e t i c. But overall 14th February is still alright. My lovely shan, made a card for me, how sweet she is. I love her veri muchie la. xoxo. <3

There's a paper rose that one of the Chinese restaurant gave me after  having dinner outside.  ^__^

A lovely Valentine Day Card from Shan <3 

**12th, I'm still right here waiting for you. Even though many of my friend told me to give up & said that you won't be back. Maybe, one day you will be back? Maybe one day you will realise my good? Well, it's just a maybe. While waiting, I'm studying hard for my future. Maybe one day it's OUR future? Hoping that next year Valentine Day will be celebrating with you alright? Loving you as always. xoxo

Part of my two zero one two's. ♥

Before 2012 come to an end, I would like to thank all of my lovely people that came into my life & never left. Throughout those days we had spent our days together, I might be a little stubborn,childish & princess attitude etc but you guys still love me for who I am. You're the ones that bought colours into my life, guiding me throughout, and never leave me alone when I'm really needed someone. Y'all will forever be part of me, my life & my memories. ♥

This girl, my CQY. ♥ Who has the same chinese surname as me. We know each other since primary school, during that time we don't seem to like each other. But now, what are we? Best friend for life. We share everything we had. We gossip, we cried, we laugh, we get angry with each another & most importantly we love. We love each other for who we are, we accept every flaws that the other party had. We support each another when one collapsed. We love to share our secrets around, trust is more than you can imagine. We don't feel uncomfortable when both of us came to a silence. I'm going to love you for life. Don't ever thought of leaving me aside, because I'm cling to you & you won't be able to shake me off. All the best in your next education stage. I love you babygirl. xoxo. ♥

Another bff of mine. My fel. ♥ An awesome friend who has been with me for 4 years. Although we might drift a little sometimes but after some time we got back together. We seldom have fights cause we understand and trust each other fully. We had silly fights for example; shooting each another like machine guns till the other party had nothing to say. Ain't we cute? We no need to text everyday to keep our distance close. Our distance is unseen, cause you won't know how close we are till we're one of us. But too bad, it's tough for you to do that. Our conversation for a day is unable to complete within that day.  Let's keep our long lasting friendship ongoing okay? I love you my girlfriend. xoxo.♥

My beloved clique. ♥ We had came this far despite having countless of problems. We're still as one although some had decided to leave. We had our hard times together when we're dealing with our N's. In a few days time, we might be feeling different without some of you guys. I'm happy for you guys who get to enter polytechnic. But I'm so going to miss you guys. :( PLEASE DO NOT FORGET US WHEN YOU MET NEW FRIENDS IN POLY. Indeed, we must meetup to have our bonding session, am I right? No matter where we go, we'll be a clique forever okayyyyyyyy? Huixin, huishan, peizhen, zuqi, wenyi, nicole, fel & me shall stick together like superglue till the end. I love y'all. xoxo. ♥