Him. ♥

I found someone who is by my side when I'm at my toughest part of my life. I can still remember a sentence that he said to me, " How can I leave you when you need someone most? " Those little things that he done to people out there doesn't seem much, but to me it's already a lot. He is by my side when I need him most. Never once leave. He even accompanied me to temple due to that problem. The problem I'm facing now isn't just me but us. He gave me the biggest support and love me for who I am. Although he is quite irritating by looking at girls when I'm around, but I know he isn't serious about that. He is just trying to make me jealous :P Nevermind, I can look at guys too! But too bad, my eyes have him only. My eyes is on you, my only and only. A boyfriend that bring you out to his friends and doesn't bother how you look. A boyfriend that text you everyday and night. A boyfriend that stay up to text you even though he is tired after a long day. A boyfriend that love you for who I am. A boyfriend that hold your hand almost everywhere you go. A boyfriend that can meet you twice a day, before and after his gym. How sweet. ♥


**Baby, I'm glad that I found you. Let me hold your hand till eternity alright? I love you xoxo. ♥

S(he's) Br(ok)en.

Sometimes, I do wonder why do I still care when you don't even don't even give a damn about me. Have you ever read our old conversations after our breakup? Have you ever cried for me when you are alone thinking about me?  Do you still stalk me like used to? Have you ever think of coming back to my side? Do you miss me like how I miss you? Have you ever think of giving me a second chance to love you one more? What if both of us give each of us another chance? Will the outcome be the same? All these questions pop out of my mind when I'm alone. I don't need a lot of guys around me but just you my one and only. You're the first that I think of once I wake and the last one before I sleep. I admit that I'm not perfect. Either you. No one is. Two incomplete heart make a complete one. I wished that I could stop caring instead of getting myself hurt a little more each day. Days passes by and stop for no one. Time is precious, you told me. Stop wasting time on someone that is not worth it. Head up, stay strong & move on.

** Jinfeng, you need to stop trying, he is happy without you.

To couples, 14 February is Valentine Day. But to me, it's just a Thursday.

I'm back! I'm here to wish all the couples out here a Happy Valentine Day! (; To those who are singles, hope that you will be able to spend your Valentine next year with your love one. Awww. As for me, this year Valentine Day is nothing, it'd just a thursday for me. I got no valentine this year, as I'm still waiting for that special someone. ^_^ Seeing couples everywhere I go, holding hands & cuddling.Well, I miss that. Ladies holding roses on that special date. I have none. P a t h e t i c. But overall 14th February is still alright. My lovely shan, made a card for me, how sweet she is. I love her veri muchie la. xoxo. <3

There's a paper rose that one of the Chinese restaurant gave me after  having dinner outside.  ^__^

A lovely Valentine Day Card from Shan <3 

**12th, I'm still right here waiting for you. Even though many of my friend told me to give up & said that you won't be back. Maybe, one day you will be back? Maybe one day you will realise my good? Well, it's just a maybe. While waiting, I'm studying hard for my future. Maybe one day it's OUR future? Hoping that next year Valentine Day will be celebrating with you alright? Loving you as always. xoxo