I don't want happy ending. I want never ending. ♥

050513. ♥ Baby came to fetch me even though it's raining heavily. Then together we go meet Ahbe @ Lrt playform. Actually our plan is to go Vivo as both of us have no where to go therefore went to a far place to walk walk. Ahbe came to join us so our outing was a bit delayed. Took bus 188 from Lot One all the way to Vivo. A long bus ride, luckily we managed to get ourselves seats. -wink- Bibi & me forever holding hands. Wherever we go, we hold. Unless we go toilet~ xD I just love the way we are now. ♥ After reaching,  due to my short dress, they had to find ways to go Vivo and avoid me from walking up the stairs. *I'm so troublesome ><* When we reached Vivo, we went walking around. We went to Vivo & the guys begun to try the formal clothing. My baby wore that formal shirt damn shuai please~ ♥.♥ -melts- But he didn't buy it. :( Baby tend to stand in front or behind me when we are taking escalator. Awww, so sweet. ♥ After that, we went to buy gong cha & decided to go Sentosa by walking. Many funny things happened though. HAHAHAHA. Baby helped me pay the entrance fee. Hehe. We are like mountain tortoises when we went in, keep checking the map. >_< We went in to explore thus walked like for hours. At siloso beach, we took full body shots. The picture above is my favourite. ♥ But some of our body shots is deleted by Ahbe. T_T SO SAD. Luckily bibi eyes never really go around seeing girl. ^__^ Baby like first time see stingray, keep wow wow. xD HEHE. I scared him by slightly pushing him & bibi jumped. Shoooooooooo cuteeeeeee. By the end of the day, I'm like shag. Legs super tired. Shoes fall apart. FML. But still can wear though. There's little fireworks at Sentosa, like romantic. HEHE. We went to have our dinner @ Astons & went back home. Along the way back, there's some conflict between us. But our heart remain as one. We are alright after awhile. ♥ On bus, this idiot bibi wanna bite meeeeeeee. Pain siol~ After reaching our station, we got off the bus & sent Ahbe to take Lrt. Then my babyboy sent me home, till my house doorstep cause he need to collect his umbrella home. After closing my door, bibi came shouting for his sweet that he put in my bag earlier on. HAHAHA. MY CUTIEPIE. ♥ My sunday outing just end in a flash. A tiring but a fun day. ^__~

Our lovely pics... ♥

Lai, let me kiss kiss you. ♥

Baby trying to show off his muscles. HAHA XD

*TWIST*

MY HANDSOME BABYBOY. ♥.♥

I love you. ♥

My babyboy, I believe that our love story can overcome any challenges & obstacles. We made a perfect crime. You had stole my heart & I stole yours. I promised to handle your heart carefully as your heart is once broken and it's fragile. I promised that I won't give you the pain & hurt that you had been through. Give me the chance to say I love you not once, not twice but forever. I love you bibi. ♥ xoxo.

Second monthsary. ♥ 230413. ♥

Time flies, it's our second monthsary already ya! ^_^  I made 5 ice creams for baby as monthsary gift yet his family ate 2 of them. Baby is sad and angry after this incident. :( Why 5 ice creams? Cause our monthsary falls on 23. So 2+3 xD I also made a lovely card for him. ♥ We had an advance monthsary date as our monthsary falls on tuesday which I had a long day in school till night. :( So we went out on the Saturday the week before. We went to East Coast Park hehe! This silly baby told me to take the bus which is the wrong direction of bus to ECP. HOW SILLY. And when he realise there's something wrong, we are already at Woodland :x Therefore, we got down & took the opposite bus to ECP. On our way to ECP, we play "The Hardest Game". We tried our very best to get 'S'. MUAHAHAHA. The blur sotong like first time go East Coast Park, he don't know the way to our destination but lucky lucky we manage to go there. Booked our bikes and start riding. SUPER SHAG. First time I ride for about two hours. >< TIRED DIE ME, but bibi is encouraging me all along asking me to Gambateh. :) Baby hurt his toe when he fall off his bike. So heartpain. </3 We had some arguments due to some small things. But we managed to overcome it ^^We had mac for dinner, bought a large & drink like ASDFGHJKL. So thirsty please. Time spend with dearest always past so fast. :( The day going to come to an end, we took bus home and go to baby's house for a little while & also to take my monthsary present, which is a bear!  ♥ I love it man. We camwhore with our 'baby' & named it weiwei.  ♥ I'm so going to hug it to sleep everyday. :DDD And on the actual day of our monthsary, he came to fetch me from school after a long study day of mine. I was happy as it was his first time fetching me from school. Thus, I'm actually quite touched about it. :')

Camwhoring session with baby and weiwei...  ♥

MY LOVELY FAMILY.  ♥

 ♥.

Naughty daddy, let me whack you. xD

Monthsary gift that bibi gave me. HAPPYGIRL96.  ♥

Cover page of the monthsary card.  ♥

Inside of the monthsary card.  ♥

Ice cream that I made for baby as monthsary gift.  ♥

Tada, the outcome of my ice cream. ^^ Even though  it isn't  that nice. ><

Paper cups with the love quotes that I wrote. It's to place the ice cream in to make it look more attractive. :D

Monthsary card that I made for baby.  ♥

Pop-out heart!  ♥

** My 23th, I want more than 23 times of 23th. #Complicated. HEHE My love for you is more than you could imagine. ♥ You're the first boyfriend that my parents saw. Baby, now that both of our parents know that we're together. Let's hope that everything goes on fine so that we could hold our hands till the very end. Remember our promises that we made to each another? No hiding. No secrets. No cheating. Let's just be each other's reliable partners. My heart that loves is always you & only you. ♥ 你的存在, 是我的依赖. ♥ I love you. xoxo. ♥

First monthsary. ♥ 230313. ♥

Our first monthsary. ♥ The day before our first month, I went to Felicia's house to bake butter cookies, but in the end, it's a fail attempt. So I decided to try another attempt to bake but this time round it's chocolate chips cookies. I woke up early in the morning without whatsapping baby, prepared everything and get over to her house. It's was a warm morning, I swear. >< Perspiring like asdfghjkl. Throughout the process of baking, my hands are pretty hard due to stirring of the electric mixer.There are success as well as failure in the baking session. But god bless me, I manage to bake some love cookies for him. ♥ Even though my cookies isn't that good-looking but it's made with my love. During the baking, baby called me. OOPS. I pretend that I just wake up. (In a sleepy tone) HAHAHAHA. Yet, baby is in the net. Yes, I lied. But it was a white lie my dear. :3 I told baby to meet me at 1 plus. When the clock stuck 1, I was only on my way home. He called me, my background is full of driving cars. Therefore, I lied. Saying that my mum asked me to went out to buy things. Baby is kinda pissed at the moment, I apologised for my lateness and told him to play dota while waiting for me. I rushed home, bathed & it was almost 2. I took my monthsary card and cookies and went over to his house. He blame me for my lateness again. >< Well, It's worth it though. Baby thought that I won't be giving him anything as I told him the cookies is a failure. But it does surprise him. YAY! ^__^ Baby said that my cookies is delicious even the appearance abit ........ & my card that I made is niceeeeeeeeeee. Happygirl96. ^^ After all these, we went to bugis to had some window shopping, bought koi. A simple date on a special date. ♥ We catched 'Warm bodies' @ bugis plus. And went for our dinner @ KFC because Astons is full house. :( But it doesn't matter. With him, anywhere is fine with me. ♥ Took 960 to BPP & 190 to his house to get my monthsary card before going home. :)

A guy who take silly pictures with me.. ♥

My boy. ♥

OPPS. 

Trying to act cute sia both of us.

MY FAT FACE. 

Monthsary gifts. ♥

Monthsary card and cookies. ♥

Cover of the card that baby made for me. ♥

Inside of the card. DOMOOOOOO ♥

A drawing of me and him. ♥ & his messages to me. 

** Baby, thanks for letting me to have you for this one month. ♥ But what I want isn't just one month but two, three, four & so on. Even though I might have some princess attitudes at times, like angry etc. But it's because I cared. I might overthink sometimes, but do bear with me. Cause at night overthinking just kills. Girls do feel insecure, so do I. But bear this in mind, no matter what I do trust you. Just like we promise to trust each other. No hiding of secrets or lie. But white lies is acceptable. xD Thanks for accepting me for who I am, regardless of having a short girlf. I want to hold your hand like this, just forever. ♥ I love you babyboy. xoxo. ♥

Big day of mine.

110313. ♥ My 17th birthday celebration. ^___^ I'm getting older by one more year. It's kinda sad though. :( But ya, everyone will get old, so who cares. -winkwink- The day seem to be a very normal day even though my clique and friends knew about my birthday. Till the end of school, still no celebration. It's really sad. At that moment, I really thought that no one is going to celebration my 17th birthday. T_T Suddenly, a pizza cake came and given me a huge surprise. My beloved friends sang birthday song and watched me tear. EMOTIONAL ME. ARGH. Forever making me cry one sia them. But it's really so sweet of them. Zuqi and nicole still came to school just to celebrate with me. Awww. But is sad that my Peizhen is unable to attend. :(

** To my beloved friends and my lovely clique, you all know that I love you okay! I really appreciate for what you guys had done for me. All those memorable times, I will keep deeply in my heart alright! ♥ I love you guys! xoxo. ♥

With loveliessss. ♥

Pizza cake. :D ♥

Birthday surprise from baby. ♥ Baby plan this birthday surprise with Ahbe. He lied to me that he got extra lesson yet appearing outside my house, saying that his lesson is somehow cancelled. Okay, I believed. I went closed my house door & he open that door when I didn't notice so that Ahbe can come in without me knowing. Baby is like a qtpie, you know what he do? He accidentally send me a message that is meant to send to Ahbe, saying ' Okay, can come in.' HAHAHAHA! EPIC BABY. I was like, what did you send me a text? My boy refused to say & I tried asking him to give me his phone. Yet, he went out pulling my door, doesn't allow me to open the door. When he let go, Ahbe is holding on to the cake. Awww, sweet. Luckily I didn't cry. :P Both of them sang the birthday song. And baby even feed me with cakeeeeeee. I feel so blessed. :-D ♥

** Baby, thanks for making my day. Skipping your gym session just to celebrate my big day. :) My noob boyfriend doesn't know how to be romantic, need teach him already. Hehe. But I still love who he is. ♥ Baby, I love you. I am who I am because of you. You're the reason why I smile. No matter what happens to us in the future., everyday we're together is the greatest day of my life. I'll always be yours. ♥

Baby's cake. ♥

After a long day, I still got one more celebration haven't celebrate. Which is with my lovely family. ♥ Therefore, I waited for parents to be back home so that I'm able to cut the cake that my sister bought for me. How sweet. I waited & waited on my bed and I fell asleep..... Zzzz... Suddenly, someone wake me up and my family sang birthday song. After birthday song, I asked my little brother to blow off the candles. Hehe.

Sister bought de cakeeeeee. ♥

** To my family, I love y'all. You're the ones that has been always there for me & support me throughout. Without you. there's no me. Wo ai ni~ ♥

If there's no tr(us)t. There's no (us). ♥

090312. ♥ An advance birthday celebration for me. We had a simple outing and hang out with my lovely girl & her bf. Couple date siol. (; Baby is kinda shy that he hardly talk throughout the outing. Hopefully he doesn't feel left out. :( We did some camwhore while waiting for my girl. *say cheese!* When she told me that she reached lot one, we quickly rush to get train. But baby is sweet, holding me and hugging me in train. -winkwink- ♥ In the end, we kept them waiting. We had our dinner together and I'm like a crazy girl laughing throughout. :/ The night came & it's time to say goodbye. The unbearable part was to leave and our heart will forever stay as one.

Card that baby make for my birthday. Isn't that cute. ♥

Picture time! ♥

Look alike huh! 

My favorite pic. among all. He is smiling like a qtpie. ♥

With love. ♥

** 23th,soon it will be our 1st monthsary. I'm looking forward to it. ♥ I don't want just one month, two month but a lot more. I love you for all that you're, all that you have been & all that you're yet to be. I love you my boy. ♥ xoxo.

Baby, you light up my world like nobody else.

02032012. Officially first date with my babyboy. ♥ How dare he late on our very first date. xD Well, it doesn't matter as long as he doesn't make me wait for nothing. Hehe. We're off to town to catch 9-9-81 at Cineleisure. Took 190 bus to town and get ourselves seats after a short while, due to the freaking hot weather, my baby is perspiring. We got down at Far East Plaza and went in to walk around to enjoy the air-con. How cute are we? ^__^ After that, we went to get our KOI. Plum green tea and caramel milk tea. We walk fast fast to Cineleisure as it's going to rain. My boy is really cute, he used his nose to smell the rain to feel if the rain is coming. Awww. Don't want to talk so much here about the process. HAHA. Camwhore & Movie time! My baby go zilian himself and even ask me to zilian with his phone :P Luckily the one and only pic that he keep in his phone is a cute one. BHB ME. And before the movie, we walked two round yet still can't find the restroom. HAHA LMAO. During the movie, I keep jump and grab baby's hand real hard. So paisehhhhhhh. The movie to baby is no kick, no effect at all! Only make him laugh. End up is a horror plus funny movie. Can you imagine we walked for more than half and hour to find food to eat? What heart pain me isn't the time nor the distance we walked. But my baby's leg. His shoes make his toes bleed. :'( </3
He still bear with the pain he had and walk with me. After our dinner, we took bus home. Even we had to stand in a little distance, he still hold my hand. ♥ How sweet right? Regardless of the pain of his leg, he still sent me home. :')

9-9-81 with baby.

Camwhoring take place before movie.. ♥

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23th, even though our love story had just started not long. But I really appreciate the little little things that meant much to me. I love the way you hold my hand and hold it whenever WE go. No matter is on streets, on bus or in cinema, he will hold my hand. ♥ Don't ever think of letting go okay? Cause I will be holding on to your hand & never let go. Stay by me, cause I need you. I love you my dear. xoxo. ♥

Him. ♥

I found someone who is by my side when I'm at my toughest part of my life. I can still remember a sentence that he said to me, " How can I leave you when you need someone most? " Those little things that he done to people out there doesn't seem much, but to me it's already a lot. He is by my side when I need him most. Never once leave. He even accompanied me to temple due to that problem. The problem I'm facing now isn't just me but us. He gave me the biggest support and love me for who I am. Although he is quite irritating by looking at girls when I'm around, but I know he isn't serious about that. He is just trying to make me jealous :P Nevermind, I can look at guys too! But too bad, my eyes have him only. My eyes is on you, my only and only. A boyfriend that bring you out to his friends and doesn't bother how you look. A boyfriend that text you everyday and night. A boyfriend that stay up to text you even though he is tired after a long day. A boyfriend that love you for who I am. A boyfriend that hold your hand almost everywhere you go. A boyfriend that can meet you twice a day, before and after his gym. How sweet. ♥


**Baby, I'm glad that I found you. Let me hold your hand till eternity alright? I love you xoxo. ♥

S(he's) Br(ok)en.

Sometimes, I do wonder why do I still care when you don't even don't even give a damn about me. Have you ever read our old conversations after our breakup? Have you ever cried for me when you are alone thinking about me?  Do you still stalk me like used to? Have you ever think of coming back to my side? Do you miss me like how I miss you? Have you ever think of giving me a second chance to love you one more? What if both of us give each of us another chance? Will the outcome be the same? All these questions pop out of my mind when I'm alone. I don't need a lot of guys around me but just you my one and only. You're the first that I think of once I wake and the last one before I sleep. I admit that I'm not perfect. Either you. No one is. Two incomplete heart make a complete one. I wished that I could stop caring instead of getting myself hurt a little more each day. Days passes by and stop for no one. Time is precious, you told me. Stop wasting time on someone that is not worth it. Head up, stay strong & move on.

** Jinfeng, you need to stop trying, he is happy without you.

To couples, 14 February is Valentine Day. But to me, it's just a Thursday.

I'm back! I'm here to wish all the couples out here a Happy Valentine Day! (; To those who are singles, hope that you will be able to spend your Valentine next year with your love one. Awww. As for me, this year Valentine Day is nothing, it'd just a thursday for me. I got no valentine this year, as I'm still waiting for that special someone. ^_^ Seeing couples everywhere I go, holding hands & cuddling.Well, I miss that. Ladies holding roses on that special date. I have none. P a t h e t i c. But overall 14th February is still alright. My lovely shan, made a card for me, how sweet she is. I love her veri muchie la. xoxo. <3

There's a paper rose that one of the Chinese restaurant gave me after  having dinner outside.  ^__^

A lovely Valentine Day Card from Shan <3 

**12th, I'm still right here waiting for you. Even though many of my friend told me to give up & said that you won't be back. Maybe, one day you will be back? Maybe one day you will realise my good? Well, it's just a maybe. While waiting, I'm studying hard for my future. Maybe one day it's OUR future? Hoping that next year Valentine Day will be celebrating with you alright? Loving you as always. xoxo